Agli subha .....

subha ho gai thi par ... mere ghar me dhoop ki

jagha bas dhua tha...aur mere jale huye jism ki boo...jo abhi tak hawa me tair rahi thi...

kitchen ki dewaro par ab bhi kal raat ki hewaniyat

chipki hue thi...

kuch log mere bejaan sharir ko kitchen se lakar ke ghar ke beech me rakhkar kapde se dhaak dete hai....

saas aagan me ....logo ke beech baithi haath me pallu pakad kar ,natak jesa ro rahi thi...

Hey Bhagwaan ....gas cylinder ki aag khaa gai re meri bahu ko ....agar mujhe Zara bhi aandaja hota ki gas cylinder phat jayega to me use rasoi me jaane hi

nahi deti....

ab chhoti si bachi kese jiyegi apni maa ke Bina.. hey Bhagwaan apne ye kya kar

diya...

meri bahu to bilkul devi thi...

me dekhti hoo, aur meri rooh has padti hai ....phir meri hasi aasuo me Badal jaati hai...

Devi...?

jo kal tak mujhe kahti thi...

Tu to nikami hai , bas har waqt roti rehti hai....mere bete ka naseeb kharab kar diya...

ajj wohi mujhe Devi bol rahi hai...

log unke pass baithkar tasalli de rahe hai...

Pata nahi uske konse paap aage aagaye jo yesa ho gaya ....Anshi jaane se pahle apni bachi ke bare meto soch leti.....

aur me deewar ke kone se laag kar sab dekh rahi thi...

aur soch rahi thi ki koi aurat itani kathor dil aur dramebaaj kese ho sakti. .

Deepak chup tha par uski aankho me koi gilt yaa koi sharam nahi thi..

isi Deepak ko kabhi mene apna bhai samjha tha....par meri maut me jiska bhi barabar ka haanth hai

ye chahta to mujhe bacha sakta tha...

aur jaydev ?

wo to bas sab ke samane sir jhuka kar jhute aasu nikal raha tha...

aise jaise mene hi apne aap ko jala diya ho....

par me jaanti hoo ki wo aandar se Kitna khus hai ...

Anshi tu mujhe aur siya ko chhod kar kyu chali gai ...

ab me aur siya kese jeeyege tere Bina bol

jin haantho se tune mere gaale me mangalshutra bandh tha unhi haantho se tune mujhe jaala kar maar diya jaydev

mene kitne haanth jode tere samne par tu...

Mera to Bhagwaan bhi tujhe kabhi maaf nahi kare gaa...

sab log ye samajh rahe hai aaj is ghar me meri maut huyi hai ...

par ye koi nahi janta ki meto pahle hi kitani saari maute maar chuki hoo is ghar me...haar thappad ke sath..,haar us raat jab usne mujhe kebal ek jism samjha....haar us sabd ke sath jab us darinde ne meri beti ko bojh kaha...

jab usne mere papa se dhoke se paise thaage....

aaj bas mere jala hua bejaan sharir logo ke samne pada hai...meri rooh to pahle hi maar chuki thi...

meri maa mere bejaan sharir ko pakad kar phut phut kar ro rahi thi jese unki puri duniya uzaad gai hoo...

mere papa kuch bol nahi rahe the bas apna haanth mere maathe par firaa rahe the...

maa : Anshi uthnaa laddo...maa se baat karna ...tu janti hai naa  tu mere liye kya hai... tu  to maa ki puri duniya hai beta uthnaa....

tu to kahti thi siya ko bade school me padhayegi....

Aise nahi sote re beta ....uth jaa ek baar

ek baar maa ko dekhle....

log rokne aaye ....maa ne Anshi ki laash ko apni godh me keench liya...

chhodo mujhe meri bachi hai ye...meri jaan hai ye....

is keencha taani me Anshi ke sharir se kapda haat jaata hai aur uska jala hua haanth dikhne lagta hai

maa uske sharir se kapda hatane ko hoti hai tabhi ek admi kaheta hai

kapda mat hataiye ...

bahut jada  jaal chuki hai aap dekh nahi payegi. ..

maa ka dil aur phat jata hai aur wo aur zor zor se rone lagti hai....

aagan me sirf aagarbattiyo ka dhua aur Anshi ki maa ki rone ki awaaz gunj rahi thi...

tabhi ...us matam ke sannate ko cheerti hue halki si chan chan ki gunji

mammy, mammy aap kaha ho...mammy aap kaha ho...siya need  me kai awaaze lagai par aaj use jabap nahi mila..

chhoti si siya apne nane payal bale pairo haanth chhoti si guddiya pakde, aagan ki taraf badhti hai

aagan me logo ki itani bhid dekhkar logo ki rone ki awaaze sunkar

siya ke masoom dil daar aur bechaini aajati hai

siya halki awaaz me kahti hai

mammy aap kaha mujhe daar lag raha hai...

ajj ghar me itane log kyu hai aur nani ro kyu rahi hai...

siya apne nane nane pairo se Anshi ki laash ke pass jaati hai

Nani aap ro kyu rahi ho ... siya ka ye masoom sawal sunkar wo use apne gaale se lagakar aur zor zor se rone lagti hai ....achanak siya nazar kapde me lipti hue Anshi par jaati hai

mammy? uthonaa aap bhi tak so rahi ho

apto itani der tak kabhi nahi soti ho..

saas : siya beta mammy ab kabhi nahi uthegi wo hame chhodkar bahut dur jaa

chuki hai...

chhoti si siya (rote huye ) maa ke chahre par haanth rakhkar boli : nahi...mammy, mammy uthonaa ,mammy apka chahra itna thanda kyu hai.....mammy uthonaa me khana nahi khaugi...me school bhi nahi jaugi agar aap nahi uthi to...

us pal Anshi ki maa cheekhkar ro padi

Arre koi is masoom ko le kar jao...ise kese samjhau ki ab iski maa kabhi wapas nahi aayegi ....

Tara siya ko Anshi ki lash se dur hatti hai...

chachi chhodo mujhe ...mujhe mammy ke pass rahena hai chhodo mujhe aur use zaberdasti aander le jaati hai

aaj mujhe phir se jaydev ki dulhan ke Roop me sajaya jaa raha hai mere kamre se wahi laal lehanga nikal kar laya gaaya

jise mene apni saadi bale din pahena tha

wo din jab mujhe laga tha

meri zindagi khil uthi hai...

par mujhe kya pata tha .... usi lehange me ek din mujhe akhiri baar lapeta jaayega...

aaj bhi mera bese hi singaar kiya jaa raha hai jese saadi bale din kiya gaya tha...

par aaj Ritu didi aur Neha ke pyar bhare haanth nahi hai...

balki koi aur haanth hai jo mujhe sajane me laage hai par unki aankho me pyar nahi bas dikhawa hai....

par ab meri manjil sasural nahi shamsaan hogi....

wahi darinda meri maang me sindoor bharega

jiski wajah se meri maut hui hai....

mujhe yaad hai

jab me pahli baar is ghar dulhan banke

aai thi ....bahut khus thi me us din ..

aankho me Kai sapne the ....

dulhan bani ghoonghat ke aader muskura rahi thi us din

aur aaj dekho wahi usi ghar ke aagan me meri laash safed kapde me lapeti jaa rahi hai...

usi ghar se

meri aarthi nikaalne jaa rahi Hai...

jaha me kabhi sapne saajti hui aai thi

fark bas itna hai

us din me dulhan thi

aur aaj sirf ek laash

jo mera hathiyaara hai wahi meri aarthi

ko kandha degaa ....

pure aagan me bhid jama ho gai thi

Anshi ke papa aur jaydev aur baki log Anshi ki aarthi ko uthate hai

siya cheekhkar bolti hai ...mammy mujhe chhodkar mat jao me achhi beti banugi me apse kabhi bhi gussa nahi hogi  jada khelugi bhi nahi par please mammy mujhe chhodkar mat jao

Anshi ki maa siya ko apni godh me uthakar apne gaale se laga leti hai...

siya yese hi cheekhti rahti hai

wo log Anshi ki aarthi ko lekar ghar se nikal jaate hai....

Anshi ke papa : jin kandho ne tujhe bachpan me mela dikhaya tha kabhi socha nahi tha ek din wahi kandhe teri

aarthi ko kandha dege beta....

ek baap ke liye ise bada aur kya dukh ho sakta hai ki wo apni bitiya ka bojh apne kandho par uthakar shaamsaan jaa raha ho.....

shaamsaan ghaat

Anshi ki aarthi ko zameen par rakha jaata hai

Purohit mantra ucharan kar rahe

Anshi ke papa ne use Chita par rakhne se pahle aakhiri baar uska chahra dekha

aur Anshi ke sharir ko godh me uthakar

Chita par rakha ....

jab tu paida hue thi naa to in haantho

me tujhe pahle baar uthaya tha kabhi sapne me bhi nahi sacha tha ki ek tujhe inhi haantho se uthakar Chita par rakhugaa me bitiya....

Purohit jaydev ko bulate hai : aantim Sanskar ke liye pati aage aaye...

tabhi Anshi ke papa bol padte hai

Purohit ji me aantim Sanskar kar sakta hoo kya meri beti thi wo

Purohit: nahi aantim Sanskar to pati ke hi haantho hota hai ye riti riwaaz hai aur wo jaydev ke haanth me masal dedete hai

jo mujhe pahle hi jalakar maar chuka hai ab wo phirse mujhe jalayegaa

waa re mere desh ke riti riwaaz....

papa mujhe ab dubara nahi jalna hai bahut dard hota hai....

AJj phir

ek beti jaal gai aur ek pita maar gaaya zinda hote huye bhi....

phir koi Anshi ....

phir koi jaydev....

aur same story ....

aur Kai cheekho me Anshi ki cheekh bhi daab gai....